thankful.....

I must admit. I am still a bit frazzled after the other days falling out with the person who used to be my brother.
my brother will always lie and steal, all I can do is keep him at arms length.....and accept my parents will always see him as they do!
But after reading Emma's post, and you know what .....life is short, and life is hard.
But it can be beautiful and loving and wonderful too.
I am thankful for more than I sad about.

I am thankful for my for family who do love me,
I am thankful for friends....and that includes you!
my lovely friend Bunty offered to be a ref for us for the adoption assessment.....
she scares social workers! hahaha but she paid me a huge compliment....
she has a wonderful son who I adore who has extra needs,
and she said she would trust me with him....and that means so much!


here's the sarcastic bit......
two people at work asked me to make them cards for someone.
I made this one for Sandra's inlaws.

















and the other one, was one of the chalk dye smudgies with flowers on it,
using a stamp that my lovely Emma lent me!
I needed to print a bit with the person's name on it.
My lap top is sick, and kept freezing.
my xyron machine's last sticky pad for card was useless,
the computer upstairs doesn't have my print master soft wear in it.
Could I find the cd's to load into the computer .....
But I got it made.
I didn't take a picture of it.

Then I called the women who i made it for,
you can collect it next time you are in the dept.
and she said
"is it a nice card?, is it pretty? will i like it? Did you make a good job of it?"
no....i made it really awful ,,,just for you!
Did I tell you I specialise in crap cards??
I must not be so sarcastic!
I must also not get so hung up on people like this....
and next time she asks for card....
I will be washing my hair!
I am not in a bad mood honest!!!!
I am just a bit grumpy....thankful but grumpy


much love xxx